Holy Crap - I feel like my stomach is going to jump out of my throat and find a new owner...and honestly at this point I wish I did not have a stomach. I don't know what is hardest...having a husband and daughter that still gets to eat (I know they have to) or that I have read all these posts on the internet about other bandsters that got to each something they actually chewed.
The protein shakes are HORRIBLE. I have this huge stock of them and after the surgery they will be used as a smoothly base because they most definitely need some help otherwise.
At this point I would eat anything regardless of the taste.....nothing added to canned tuna, lettuce leaves, one bite of a meat..any meat.
Is being skinny worth this? YES but do I need reminding?? YES!
I am making it...i am ...but I am not happy about it - or in good spirits.
The only bright side is that I don't have a headache today like I did yesterday from no caffeine.
Maybe a big glass of crystal light will lighten my spirits...going to get some now!!